Less Than Stellar
CURRENTLY...
in a foggy haze. Apologies for how MIA I have been lately. I swear, I have a ton of amazing stuff half-baked and ready to be polished + posted for your reading pleasure but, at the moment, I'm having a hard time finishing them. My mind continuously wanders and I find it incredibly difficult to focus + complete the task at hand.
The reason for all of this is, a couple of weeks ago I was given some bad news on a Monday, and then I received further unrelated bad news the very next day. Since then I have been grieving + feeling like a hollowed-out ghost version of myself, floating through each day and event, not fully present because the present is a tough place to exist in right now. My anxiety is high and, when that's high, everything else is bottom-of-the-barrel low. Anxiety tends to steal both my appetite and my slumber as a package deal.
So the majority of my writing has been personal, emotional, not for anyone's eyes but my own, as I process life and the shit sandwiches it tends to serve up without warning.
Shit sandwich lemonade, anyone? 💩🍋
P.S. Thanks for listening.